12.7.13

Agony

It is agony
knowing those things
which I cannot speak of

It tears me apart
on the inside

And although I may
never again be allowed
to enjoy the things
of this world
I realize that the things
of this world
are merely temporal
and fade quickly
like the flower in bloom

And it saddens me
to know
I may never
hold that flower
in my hands
again

- gloria valentine