I have come to a realization that an internal battle rages constantly within me. It is not one of "good vs. evil" or "self vs. selflessness", but should I or should I not give a rats ass.
And this battle draws me into ever deepening questions, such as ... What exactly does it mean to "give a rats ass"? or, If I did "give a rats ass", who would I give the rats ass to? and on and on................